but today would've been my wee girls sixth birthday,she was born asleep on 13th june 2003 at 1.25pm.
although its been six years the pain is still like it happened yesterday even more so on her birthday,so today my wife and two boys and i bought the flowers and a few little trinkets to put at her grave,and talk to her to which the boys think is daft there only young and dont really understand well the youngest anyway.
my wife is now in bed and i'd just thought i'd post this up to get how i'm feeling out so as not to upset my wife,she knows i hurt but i wish it was me and not my little girl she so desperatly longed for.
i read a quote on a headstone today that really hit home it read "now you've gone and left this place no one now or ever will can take your place"
sorry about the post but its made me feel better getting it out,it's was not meant for sympathy just what was on my mind.