Right heres the story:
Back in High school I knew this girl. Fancied her throughout the course of school into 6 form. She knew I fancied her but we remained good friends. It was not just an attraction thing she had a great personality.
Once we left 6th form I left without her number mainly because I was too shy back then and had zero confidence. I never asked her out.
Let's skip to now. Its probably 5 years since I left school, went to uni, got my confidence, been out with a few ladies since then, however for some reason I still always think what if, I wonder what she is doing now, is there still a chance.
For me she is the benchmark for which I compare all ladies.
Now I know this seems a little sad and creepy but about 20 minutes ago I just woke up all dazed dreaming about her. It's every few weeks that I do...
I think I can accept if she is off married with kids and I can probably move on but its the uncertaintity which is really screwing me about.
I've checked on facebook and I can see her brother who I knew but only for the reason that I was friends with her so if I added him out of the blue I think either he would not remember me or he would think I was only interested in one thing....which is correct.
I do know where she lived back in school
What should I do??