I know what im about to say is probably nothing compared to the problems that some of you on here may have.
Im just fed up with my life at the moment. I've had the worst and best year of my life. My nan died a year ago, i met Nick 7 months ago and it was the first time in over a year that i had something to smile about. Now we're not together i feel lost, i don't know what to do with myself, i try to keep myself occupied as much as i can, i go out and see friends to take my mind off stuff, but what happened between us is always in the back of mind asking myself how we ended up like this.
I left my last job last year cuz of problems with some people at work who were supposed to be "close friends", but obviously actually weren't. I didn't have a job for 3 weeks and since then i've been skint and can't seem to get outta my overdraft as much as i try, even after over a year! Im fed up with my job, i like the people i work with and enjoy being there cuz of them and would take them with me to another job if i could. I wouldn't mind working in a Travel Agents, but im not sure whether i'll need training for it or not? I didn't go to college so don't have any qualifications for anything.
Another reason i don't have much money is cuz of the loan i pay on my car. Im gonna sell it when i've done the things on it that need to be done. I really need to get a cheaper car so i can pay off a lump sum of my loan so i've got less years to pay on it.
I still live at home and im nearly 23 years old and i share a bedroom with my 15 year old sister! My parents wanna move next year, to Kent, it's really nice there and they're gonna get a 4 bedroom house so i'll have my own room, but i don't wanna move that far away from all my friends. They've been talking about moving for the past 2 years and haven't yet done anything about so whether they will or not i don't know? As i said at the beginning of the post i know these aren't huge problems, but they're affecting me in the way that i just dunno where my life is going and it scares me.
The reason im putting this up on here is cuz im just wondering what you think i should do or what you would do about the job situation? Money situation? And car situation?
Sorry if anyone thinks im whinging :? I just need some advice.