Ok so most of you know I do suffer with "anger" etc and now with only a few weeks away my old dear leaves for wales and I thought I'd take a week off work to enjoy seeing some of my mates and mainly family. Well it's only wednesday and I feel so happy and full of life for some reason I don't know but I'm loving it. I should do what ever I've done more often. Anyway my point to this is I'm sorry for beeing such a **** to some of you and thanks to those who understand me or those who are trying. the advise you have given me has worked to the extent that I can calm myself down easily so thank you for the support and the advise too.