Well people hope you are all well.
I'm having a very bad start to the year.
My granddad died at the end of last year and was buried on new years eve and last week my gran passed away after being sick for a while, She died on Monday at about 2:30 when i was in a meeting and I got the phone call in the middle of it to go to the hospital, I was up in Belfast and she was in Newry hospital which is about and hour and a half apart if the traffic is light. She had been in the hospital for the past couple of weeks and we wern't able to get any food or fluids in to her, she just wasn't able to swallow it and the drip wasn't going in right so it was no use either. It was really hard watching her starting to starve to death.
My head feels really ****ed up, my last two grandparents have died in the last 10 week. It makes you really think about things.
I'm just thankfully that I have some really good m8s and a really understanding girlfriend cause without them to just talk to I don't think that I could have made it through this all.