Well after being with my fiance for 5 years we split up last night
I was a bit upset last night so i never put it on here,basically i think we have just grown out of each other.We have been together since we were 18 and now were both 23.We have also lived together for 4 years.
I'm obsolutly gutted but i can't make it hard for her so i am helping her all i can.It possibly the worst feeling i have ever felt and i'm not really sure how i'm gonna cope as we have not spent more than a day apart in the 5 years.
I can't imagine being without her so even when i do the xmas shopping at the weekend it will feel horrible and i aint even going to think about going to sleep on my own tonight(she slept here last night).
This is here computer too and she will be taking it with her to her mothers in a short while so this is sort of a goodbye from me as i don't think i will be getting a £1000 PC in a hurry
So this is a very f*king sad Alan MK4 saying goodbye.