He was in an odd mood when I got to the
bar, I thought it might have been because
I was a bit late but he didn't say
much about it.
The conversation was quite
slow going so I thought we should go off
somewhere more intimate so we could
talk more privately.
So we went to this
restaurant and he's STILL acting a bit
funny and I'm trying to cheer him up and
start to wonder whether it's me or something
I did or something else.
I ask him, and he
says "No". But you know I'm not really sure.
So anyway, in the cab back to his house,
I say that I love him and he just puts his
arm around me.
I don't know what the hell
this means because you know he doesn't
say it back or anything. We finally get back
to his place and I'm wondering if he's going
to dump me! So I try to ask him about it but
he just switches on the TV.
Reluctantly, I say
I'm going to go to sleep. Then, after about 20
minutes, he joins me and we have sex. But,
he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards
I just wanted to leave. I dunno, I just don't know
what he thinks anymore. I mean, do you think
he's met someone else?


Shitty day at work.
Got laid though.